So uh, yeah…
(Source: titqueen)
I don’t know why, but a sudden wave of negative energy just swept over me. I just feel so sad and depressed all of a sudden.
I really feel like crying, just to cry.
What’s wrong with me?
Sometimes I get really sad and paranoid thinking no one likes me. I certainly hope this isn’t true. I do have quite a few friends that talk to me and people who admire me but I just sometimes feel like this is all an illusion. That all my friends are farce and that I’m actually just tolerated. I hate this feeling.
I just made myself upset again…
my 15 y.o. cousin is getting an industrial and I am jealous.
My childhood years weren’t the best, and her mom spoils her rotten even though she barely has money for the bills.
I just get so upset, and ugh. Her mom does so much for her! And she is so bad to her mom. I just wish she was my mom sometimes, I would be the nicest daughter.
When I was her age, I wasn’t even allowed to wear lip gloss much less get an industrial.
Sigh….
I am just jealous.
I’ll shut up now.
#clouds
#Carl Fredricksen
#ellie
#carl
#painting
#rooms
#babies
#sick
#sad
#deaths
#dare to dream
#dreams
#amazing
#movie
#photoset
#up
#disney
#pixar
#so good
#crying
I couldn’t sleep. I kept having this nightmare. I didn’t have hands, but there were hands all around me. My dream was more realistic, but this is how I express myself at 3 in the morning and yonder.
I don’t like waiting… hurry up pleaseeee.
When he died, his wife commissioned this sculpture, as an expression of her love for him:
Location: Mt Macedon Cemetery in Victoria, Australia
(Source: luxuria-vice, via hurric4nejane)